wish i was home

so. i wish i was home right now. i'm working - and i know my baby is asleep, and my hubby is working, and my work is only for 2 more hours, and i really should just suck it up. but - i wish i was home. we've had a super busy, fun week - and jonah is a real trooper - but this morning, it was like it all caught up with him - with both of us. we just snuggled on the couch, sat inches away from each other while we ate our french toast for breakfast, and we just had to be close. just us. we've had family visiting, and have been running the roads, soaking in the sun, and having the best of summer days...but being home this morning was so....nice. i forget in the busy-ness of summer how nice those rare moments are when you're just home. so - a Saturday evening at home is looking pretty exciting to me right now. and it looks like its gonna rain. and i hope it does. i have a guilt complex - about most things. i don't know why. when its sunny and i'm inside, i feel guilty. so - i hope it rains - i hope it pours. and me and my baby boy are gonna love it. we may possibly have to take a quick jaunt to the store so we don't starve, but...after that...we're in for the night. and i can't wait.